• hawk in skyHawk blew past, fast
    white blossoms flurry-flew, too—
    windswept confetti

  • IMG_480990546Day and night arrive,
    depart, endlessly—
    always right on time:
    I am forever late, running behind.

    Breathing in the soft dusk
    I feel eternity evaporate.

     

     

     

  • cat feet on roofI melt with the sun
    butter in a warm blue pan
    the world spins, molten

  • foggy night, snowI drift to this place
    where water turns to vapor
    where the cold night melts

  • I’ve been thinking about this question a lot lately, as I work (very messily, but steadily) toward deepening my writing practice and working past fears that keep me from bursting into full flower. Things that help me are daily morning pages and evening 11-minute fast writes, lots of long walks in any weather, taking photos, yoga, eating well, sleeping well–but it’s hard to be such a consistently good friend to yourself. Hard to find the hours in the day to create those “ideal conditions” with the pressures of life. Hard not to beat yourself up for falling short.

    Still: most people don’t have ideal conditions. And some people bloom anyway. Amazingly. Like tulips in February, blooming inside instead of  outdoors in May, under “ideal” circumstances. So can you. So can I.

    Imagine if you could be your own biggest cheerleader instead of your own harshest critic?

    tulips

  • Steam

    steam rising Steam
    On the surface, all so calm;
    moon rising, breeze unspooling
    winter after-dinner walk
    belly full, heart content yet
    beneath: dreams simmer in wait
    deep, boiling, unseen, building
    escaping, lost, to the night.steam

     

     

     

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    I’m pleased as punch to have had two stories published this month, and so am taking this moment to celebrate. As any writers out there know, the rejections outnumber the acceptances by a ratio I’d rather not think about. (Plus, I’m not good at math, anyway).

    So—check them out some cold winter night (or warm summer night, to my friends in the Southern Hemisphere).

    Kaaterskill Basin Literary Journal, Winter 2016 • December 24/Unsent (fiction)
    Runner-up in Short Fiction Contest, Theme “The Heart of Winter”
    http://kaaterskillbasinjournal.com/issues/

    Turk’s Head Review, January 2016 • Sea Change (flash fiction)
    http://turksheadreview.tumblr.com/post/136387739109/sea-change

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    Eyes open, heart open
    Love more, fear less
    Listen deeply, speak bravely

  • photo of Arcadian flag
    Louisiana Acadian Flag

    On the day after Christmas, I wandered the French Quarter. Jazz and street performers and strollers and couples carrying beer down the narrow lanes. Christmas decorations and humidity and 80-degree heat. People from all over the country and all over the world, converging on a slice of NOLA like ants on bit of powdery-sugary beignet. As tourists, we needed to see this bit of New Orleans. The place people go to celebrate and revel and buy things. To gather.

    Sitting in a cafe, with my daughter, eating a beignet and sipping a latte, I thought about  a bit of history I read in New Orleans (Wildsam Field Guides).

    From “Le Code Noir” 1714:
    XIII: We forbid slaves belonging to different masters to gather in crowds either by day or night, under the pretext  of a wedding, or for any other cause…under penalty of corporal punishment, which shall not be less than the whip. In the case of frequent offenses of the kind, the offenders shall be branded with the mark of the fleur-de-lis.

    Now, of course, the fleur-de-lis has other meanings, too–of NOLA’s comeback after Katrina. Of strength in the worst times.

    It symbolizes the lily, and French royalty.

    And I always just thought it pretty—symbolizing light, and life, and perfection. Like Jean d’arc. And lilies. I do love lilies.

    How you view history, and reality, depends on seeing past what you want to see. Point of view, I’ve learned from writing fiction, is critical.

    Like the carefully made-up, carefully preserved older white lady who squeezed past our table at the café and remarked, with (somehow) a bright smile and a simultaneous expression of repressed distaste, “My! Such a…diverse crowd!”

    Perhaps if she only wants to look in a mirror, she might just stay at home. I say that as a recovering mirror-gazer. I think I’ll try, hard as I can, to wonder as I wander, so I might just begin to see past the fiction in the history I was taught.

     

     

     

     

     

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    Think big thoughts
    Relish small pleasures

    –H. Jackson Brown, Jr.